passiflora incarnata

,,,SO WE CELEBRATE...

2004-12-29T23:41:00.000-08:00

,,, the end of a year n the receipt of another,,,! we so celebrate our survival of a full 365 day contract of stayin alive,, in defiance of death,, and in the renewal of a new yearly contract on another life term...!!! so we celebrate,,, but when u repeat this redundancy every year end chance u get, remember that EVERY DAY OF UR LIFE SHOULD BE UR CELEBRATION,,,:) so live ur moments as if they are ur last on earth,,, celebrate life's precious gift in good health and laughter,, for nothing else really matters....:) best wishes to u all... happy times... happy new year...:)

.. IN LOVE & LASAGNA,,,

2004-12-16T01:51:00.000-08:00

...drop me flat on ur kitchen plat and let me be in ur culinary delight..
...knead me,, squeeze me,, and gently breathe me in ur sight,,
...make love n lasagna in ravish embrace our bodies hold tight,,
...in ecstacy n euphoria our sweet senses are lost in shimmering light,,
...oh dear,,but in this act making love the lasagna is burnt n the guests took flight...

... making love,, that magical moment of truth,, when one loses one's self in total surrender to endless time,, to infinite rapture,,,:) make love people,, make laughter,, make life happen,, celebrate ur livelyhoods in making love n laughter every time u can,,,

:):):) LAUGHTER :):):)

2004-12-08T01:52:00.000-08:00

...in association with the previous post"the pill",, i cast this wondrous thought for all to feel.. if one gets any chance to truly feel alive n well at all, is when one can laugh all in all.. laughter is pure cure to any situation, depression, or even nothing at all.. smiles are fine,, but laughter is is prime,, it opens up one's senses n invigorates the soul out of any malaise,, it is the only pill if u will to make our day..:) so laugh u good people out there,, laugh away:)

EXPECTATION

2004-12-08T01:05:00.000-08:00

... ever wondered why relations faulter n subside,,?!..EXPECTATION..?!
... ever wondered why hopes cease to provide,,?! EXPECTATION..?!
... ever wondered why the minds in depression collide,,?! EXPECTATION..?!

expectation is single handedly responsible for our inherited blues,, if we are to shed any expectation and be simply content with our satisfaction of what we are momentarily blessed with, in what the beauty of our positive dispositions provides,, then we can survive the aftermath of the DISAPOINTMENTS if our expectation did not materialize. the only valid expectations in life are those deemed of our SELVES to our SELVES and NOT to OTHERS or from OTHERS..?!:)
we will live much happier when we sail through life embracing the UNKNOWN without the expectation or the disapointment,,,,:) try it!

,,,THE PILL...

2004-12-06T03:17:00.000-08:00

... THE ECSTACY PILL,,, is by far the best modern drug so far of all time,, from my subjective outlook into this drug, i feel it is the most readily available realistically accomodating truth serum :) the whole world should try it only to realize that they can observe its effects naturally so if they just lived their truths w/o any aid as such..:)
as for the arab world and its governing bodies,, here is a suggestion for those above to wipe out our people's frowns n stupid prides of shallow emptiness..:_ in return for the taxations we pay , the government can give back a ration of 12 eeeez/ pills per individual,, result... truth n love serum for all.. further result,, abundance of smiles,, love n swooning raptures of perpetual bliss n harmony,,,,:)

...R.I.P. !!!!

2004-12-06T01:28:00.000-08:00

.. rest in peace to the memories of trees,,
..to the cinders of your burnt desires,,
..to the ashes of your withered dreams,,
ALL WE ARE MY FRIENDS.. IS DUST IN THE WIND... !!!
OR NOT..?!?
all you beautiful vibrant people.. yeah all of you..?! no exception to anyone..?! you are all alive & well,, you breath,, you feel,, therefore, you all are & so & exist..!!so get up & celebrate your vibrance n existence, every moment of it!! look back no more to what passed out of existence,, but forward to the moment you are now in the making..!! celebrate your well being even if you are down on your luck,sad or blue..!!! indulge yourselves in abundance, in something new.. perhaps a car, an affair,a desire, a lust,a trip, a lover,, or any two..!! BUT live now,, today,, as you breath,, for you never know if tomorrow will ever come knocking again..?!
procrastinate no more,, or put off a fantasy or a dream.. "TAKE A CHANCE BEFORE YOU TAKE NONE AT ALL..." do it now n fulfill your wishes,, for you neverwanna rest in peace before you please your self & set it at ease...:)
.." what good is a fat bank account, a yacht or a plane..?! when the only thing that remain is a tombstone of R I P ,,, to the memory of pain..!!??

...AND THE PENDULUM PERPETUALLY SWINGS...

2004-12-06T01:07:00.000-08:00

..from one end to the other,,
..from one extreme to another,,
..from left to right..
spaning the spectrum of extremeties in our lives..
..good vs bad,,
..right vs wrong..
,, when all that matters is the equilibrium point of rest right smack in the middle!!!
there is a lesson to be learned from that natiral movement of inertia..?!
equilibrium being stability & rational.. we are naturally propensed to swing sideways from this median point of our reasoning..! we owe it to ourselves to touch & experience the other side of anything & everything life offers us, before we settle in judgement & sensibility into that balanced state of well equilibrium being..!?!
how else could we begin to savour HAPPINESS & BLISS, if we don't taste SORROW & SADNESS?! SATIETY vs HUNGER?!LOVEvs HATRED?!SANITY vsINSANITY?! & so on...& so forth...
... & our personal self pendulum perpetually swings to embody our extremes into our balanced state of acquired wisdom!! so accept no taboos until youactually try them and make the free sensible balanced choice behind them.. sitting idle is living dead..frozen in time..?! i implore you sweet beautiful people,, live your live's to the extremes & then and only then rest in to your balanced idleness...:)

...DESTINY vs ATTITUDE....

2004-12-01T01:47:00.000-08:00

... for her eyes only.. my dear ruby,, i will resume my posting... she humbly inspires n keenly supports my madness of life,,,

... so destiny,, who are u ,, what are u ,, why are u ...?!?
in this much controversial debate, we often ponder ur dynamic satire?! yet in our humble attire we cannot help but succumb to ur natural desire...!!
i say.. " we are the product of our own truths n contributions..." what we contribute in thought or process works in conjunction with our befriended destiny to shape our existence.. so why not incline ourselves with positive daily thoughts shedding all opposed negativities to aid our friend destiny in his positive contribution to save the day...?! the past has done its passing, it's gone n done with.. shed ur past cotributions to any system thought be it religious, political or social, n begin positively living ur own sensible applicable free thought contribution n see how this newly acquired positive attitude will wipe, all ur previous insecurities n will shape, ur new positive perceptions...! destiny will thus be redeemed...

ARAFAT DIES...

2004-11-11T01:24:00.000-08:00

..and this palestinian symbol passes with worthy notice of history n people.. yet all those countless lost lives in all silly human conflicts pass unnoticed in their own individual worthiness of self demise..?!
what makes any one particular person more important or more worthy than the next other in death of any cause..?!
life is so precious n beautiful n equal in all to all... no one should die serving other's interest no matter how just, rightful, or noble the cause..?!
death by killing is self defeating to any cause.. it is blind n evil.. we should be clever enough not to let any humanly conflict reduce our free individuality to an act of violence n therefore the KILLING DEATH that ensues...!!
death should only come NATURALLY n perhaps by accident..!? but never by killing?
all those who died for the palestinian plight are no less than arafat in their worthiness if not even more martyrly noble.. all those who died killed in all human history are far greater souls than their cowardly served masters , countries or causes that remain..?!
NO MORE KILLING DEATHS TO ANY SUBSERVIENT MASTER OR CAUSE...
ALL U people,, RESPECT N APPRECIATE UR LIVES FOR EACH OTHER N LIVE FREE IN EVERLASTING SELF PEACE...

AS THE WORLD TURNS...

2004-11-10T02:19:00.000-08:00

... as the world turns..
our mind churns..
our heart burns..
constantly seeking answers n explanations..
constantly hurting n yearning for validations..
rest you weary soul..n ,
accept what's beyond your role..
indulge your self but lose no control..
oblige the rest with bliss your goal..

.. some late night owl inspirations into the deep darkness of the still night..as the rest gregarious sleep that deep peaceful sleep.. only to rise n repeat the same gracious
beat...of life's quest we wonder.. the tranquil peaceful slumber...:)

REPUTATION vs GOSSIP...

2004-11-09T03:19:00.000-08:00

...perhaps to the utter dismay of the aware communities of the world, the amman/ jordanian one tops the list in its subtle mendacities..:) such pretentious and superficially fake nouveaux riche elite society..?! they live for gossip to hide behind their own deficiencies n flaws only to cast shadows n victimize those who live for their truths.. my individuality has been attacked for my life style of self truth due to their non acceptability of such non offensive, honest but radical truth.. it threatens them n exposes their fakeness behind their own masks...?! when will such people learn to have the audacity to exhibit their own self truths rather than condemn those who dare do....when...?!

MR. DESCARTES... pls allow me sir...

2004-11-09T03:05:00.000-08:00

.."I THINK, THEREFORE, I AM..!"............ in all my humble propensities to explore the depth of the self existentialist in me.. allow me sir to negate ur proposal n say..:-
.."I FEEL, THEREFORE, sir, I AM..!"... no better perception of the thinking mind can contest the measure of existentialism but thru the fine realistic perception of the feeling..?! how else can our true realities be validated if not thru that undeniable feeling itself..?! sir.. this feeling is our direct causal link to our subconscious well of existence.. and not thru our mind thoughts..?! the subconscious self is the basin of all feeling generated thoughts... so go redo the math on this one sir...?!..:)

PATCH ADAMS..DEAD POET'S SOCIETY..

2004-11-08T02:42:00.000-08:00

.. THE POWER OF THE UNCONDITIONED SELF...:)
.. if u have not seen any of those films, i urge u to do so at ur earliest convenience..
.. robin williams' outstanding performance of this epical exemplification of the individual personnification of above truth..!!
it is the struggle of one man's, individual truth of going against any programed system of conditioned thought to bring such validated inherent goodness to all..!
that's what i am talking about in my series presentation of SYSTEM CONDITIONING..please forgive me for the constant emphatic use of the term.. but i feel this my responsibility to share with my fellow aware comrads the necessity of the calling to bring furtherance to the issue..!!
we are at the dawning of a new age of collective awareness to what enlightens our self rightuous existence of free sensible unconditioned will.. the ability to be the responsible free thinkers that we instinctively are...! so please indulge me for the common good...:)

losing my religion...

2004-11-08T01:44:00.000-08:00

continued inspirations on system conditioning... in the years we undertook to shape our characters with all the ensuing knowledge at hand.. nothing more damaging to the individual self has been so effective than the stringent clutches of religions..?! religion in its pure principles is seemingly undaunting; yet at its core, stands the menace of its orchestration..?! those religious officials who are quite instrumental in defending the faith stand at nothing but to advocate the blindness of their quest. religion is ACCEPTANCE, EMPATHY & RESPECT for our individual rights of existence and certainly not towards the religious institutions all unaware people flock to belong to..?!
people need to shed all their conditioned religious thoughts and realize that religion in its purest form is all about self individual truths of being KIND towards one another under the above mentioned three bold concepts.
no matter how anyone looks at life, the above three factors encompass all the inherent goodness we all individual humans have, but have truly lost to the conditioning thoughts of all other systems..?! religion in its formal presentation now instigates hatred and horror amongst people of other religions or factions ?? it promotes greed and profitably disguised enterprises?? the religious institutions in all are the root of all evil..?! investigate and see for yourselves the depth of this cancer of an institution!
those good people within the religious institutions are constantly silenced by the top officials at the helms only to continue their influencial mass subjugation..?!
shedding and losing our so called religions comes at no better time but now dear people.. emancipate yourselves now and become religious only through your own self awareness..!! make self educated sense of your true senses but not of what others or institutions tell you.. live free or live not at all..! you are all beautiful as you truly are and can truly be...:)

SYSTEM CONDITIONING...

2004-11-04T10:04:00.000-08:00

.. the individual self is an amazing entity.. an instrument of god!? a magnificent deity of beauty & self preservation..
yet all that is intriguing about it is rendered blandly futile, as we allow our good selves to yield to our social & traditional subordinate systems of subjugation?!
religion, politics & social economics have all been integral factors in shaping our thinking & behavior amongst our dealings with each other!!
ever since our nascence we've been constantly fed systemized information of what's right or wrong,, proper or improper, only to grow dependent believing this programed information for we didn't know better.. that we've lost our own individuality & innateness of instinctive intellect..?! why so , u intelligent people out there..?!?
i strongly believe that we as individual selves & free thinkers, can & should also be free enough to make our own free choices that make RESPONSIBLE SENSE to us in the first place & to the rest of our human race then afterwards , without waiving our natural given rights of self existence & without offending anyone in the process.
no one & no system should impose their conditioning thoughts on anyone; yet in the process of making free sensible choices , we need to abide by a feasibly effective process of common rational reasoning that can only be accomodated through a collective civil behavior of ACCEPTANCE, EMPATHY & RESPECT for each other......
process this for now good people... to be continued...:)

CLOUD ART

2004-11-03T23:19:00.000-08:00

...has anyone spent ample time gazing at the big picture of the framed skies to really savour the marvelously animated splendor of cloud formations?!
.. so surreal, that it could be considered the common people's art.?! all of us can earn the title of "master artists"!!
..all our unexpected juxtapositions can now be manifested in our wild imaginations in such formations!! each individual artist can paint his or her own translation of what they commonly see and the effect is a collective gathering of channeled thoughts!!
... sometimes when i am relaxing on my hammock, i let my eyes be my paint brushes and start conjuring magical apparitions as far as epical renditions of battle fields or greek gods frolicing with their muses..?!
try it folks.. u might like it..very meditative to say the least...:)

4 ALL THE FRIDAY LATE SLEEPY HEADS

2004-10-29T03:37:00.000-07:00

.. sleep u gentle weary souls..
..for in every fold of ur dreams
..the magic of the rain streams
..the mystifying colors of ur rainbows it seems..

WAKE UP N SMELL THE RAINS

2004-10-29T03:18:00.000-07:00

... in the early morning mist of this lovely day..within the first rains of the dilapidated desolate terrain of amman, i sat mystically absorbed with the break of dawn,, smelling n breathing the subtle freshness of mother earth in her welcomed calling.. splendid was the embrace of first light n first rain as it glistened thru the deafening sound of night silence...

".. something inherent in our being exudes our natural goodness.. why wait for the rains to wash our pains n cleanse our reigns in this vast kingdom of love.."

".. love is abundance in the core of our lives.. will it.. breath it.. & smile it away.. for we amount to nothing w/o true unconditional love.." :)

stigmata

2004-10-28T01:39:00.000-07:00

"LIVE 2 LOVE & LOVE 2 LIVE"...

accentuating one's self with nothing but truth paves the path of self enlightenment towards that subtle awareness we so need to live ever so comfortably n peacefully.

unconditional love allows that to happen.. therefore, rendering the beauty of the individual n that of life itself...

freedom of responsible choice to explore n make true sense of our lives has that natural propensity to survive any conditioned thought we all were raised to succumb to...!!!

so people... live the moment and dance, do whatever ur hearts desire as if its ur last day on earth.. JUST do so in RESPECT.. ACCEPTANCE ..& LOVE towards each other...